T.j..areeb-Deen Brown

1990 - 2007
LocationLondon
Age17 years
Cause of DeathRoad Traffic Collision
Date of Birth1/1990
Date of Death10/2007
Visitors1,609 since 23/10/2008
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We lost T.j along side my brothers daughter Maryam, my beautiful niece who was 18 years .Two very
special spirits who had qualities we all dream off.T.J was a beautiful caring loving sensative
son..He would bring sunshine into my life if it was raining. He was ambitious and had visions and
dreams for his future,he left school with 9 GCSE's 8 of which were A-C's.and went on to do A'levels
at collage.T.J had an amazing sense of humour and would make any one feel good. He meant the world
to me and his family. He was a fantastic son who any mother would be truly proud of.I am truly
blessed and honoured as to have had T.J as a son for 17 years.He is missed on a daily basis by all
his family, brothers, sisters and friends whom he had so many.Any one that had the honour of meeting
T.J truly loved him.He is missed and loved by so many people. Everywere he went he touched peoples
hearts. I see him as i open my eyes and he is with me as i sleep.Always each and everyday until we
meet again.In my prayers for all the time.There is a piece of me that died with my boy....i love you
more and miss you more than words can ever say...

The day T.j died is like yesturday. When the police knocked on my door my heart silently started to
crack as i knew it was bad news. They told me that my son was fighting for his life and they needed
to get me there as soon as. I remember being frightened in the back of the police car as i didnt
know what to expect. On arrival to the hospital they informed me that one passenger was dead but
they wasn't sure who. They asked my eldest son to identify the living to determine the dead, he
agreed.When he came back he looked at me and said its Maryam.... My brothers daughter, my 18 year
old niece was dead. How i died inside how sad everything was how distant i felt. I just wanted to
see T.J but they said they wanted to stabalize him first. After many hours i was allowed to see my
son...how i totally broke inside as T.J's injuries were more than any mother should ever have to
witness. They moved T.j to another hospital for his head injuries were extremely bad,along with many
other injuries. I sat with him throughout the whole night and told him how much i loved him. Then
the doctors came to me in the morning to do some more tests. They returned at 11am with the news
that i didnt want to hear.He wasnt going to get better and i needed to switch of his life support
machine. They asked me is there anything they can do for me i replied "yes". I just want to hold my
boy in my arms when we turn the machine of. I wanted to be alone with him as the machine went off. I
held him close and lay my head to his chest, i watched as his heart stopped and said goodbye, i told
him i was sorry that i couldn't help him and not to be afraid.How i died inside that day......

T.j and Maryam were passengers in the back seat of a car. They were hit by a speeding WHSmiths van
which the police believe went through a red light.The driver
pleaded guilty and was given five points on his licence and a £300 fine.He hasn't to this day shown
our family any remorse.


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2ND OCTOBER 2009



Wishing You A Good Evening And Thinking of You with Love.....


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♥ Just a thought of sweet remembrance, ♥ Just a memory sad and true, ♥ Just the love and sweet devotion, ♥ Of the ones who think of you. x x x ♥

Jude Swaddle (Friend) October 2, 2009

19TH SEPTEMBER 2009



★ I picked a star to wish upon,from all the stars above,I closed my eyes and made a wish,to send you lots of love.★

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JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I AM GOING INTO HOSPITAL ON TUESDAY, SO I WILL BE MISSING FOR A FEW DAYS. WOULD YOU PLEASE KEEP DANIEL IN YOUR THOUGHTS AND SEND HIM YOUR LOVE UNTIL I RETURN.WITH LOVE AND THANKS ALWAYS, JUDE. X X


Jude Swaddle (Friend) September 19, 2009



12TH SEPTEMBER 2009

With Love. xXx

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Jude Swaddle (Friend) September 12, 2009



31ST JULY 2009

. ♥ ANGELS OF THE SKY .......... ♥

BEAUTIFUL ANGEL OF THE SKY
IN OUR HEARTS YOU DID NOT DIE
THE LORD TOOK YOU INTO HIS EMBRACE
HE LOOKS DOWN AT YOUR PERFECT FACE
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HE GIVES HIS NEW ANGEL A LITTLE KISS
HE SAYS MY LITTLE ONE I PROMISE YOU THIS
THAT I WILL GIVE YOU WINGS TO FLY
NOW YOU ARE FREE TO FLY SO HIGH
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SPREAD YOUR ANGEL DUST UPON THE GROUND
TO LET YOUR FAMILY KNOW YOU ARE STILL AROUND
FOR I WILL KEEP YOU SAFE IN HEAVEN WITH ME
YOUR SPIRIT SAYS ON EARTH FOR ALL TO SEE
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WHEN THE PURE WHITE BUTTERFLY GOES DANCING BY
THAT IS WHERE YOUR SPIRIT WILL LIE
SWEET LTTLE ANGEL OF THE SKIES
JUST SEE HOW HIGH AN ANGEL FLYS......
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GOODNIGHT SWEET ANGEL. X

. ♥ copyright� Rosalind Roberts. ♥


Jude Swaddle (Friend) July 31, 2009

27TH JULY 2009

I Can Hear You.

I can hear you say dont cry now
The sun will shine once again
But here in my solitary home
My heart is full of pain.

I can feel you here beside me
Walk in my footsteps where I go
But I shall suffer here alone
More than anyone will ever know.

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LOVE ALWAYS,JUDE. X

Copyright� Sharon Wheeler

Jude Swaddle (Friend) July 27, 2009

It's Hard To Face Tomorrow



It's hard to face tomorrow,
When someone you love has gone,
Its harder still to realise,
that our lives still go on.

The heartbreak and the sorrow
Might not always show,
People say it lessens
How little do they know,

They say we have our memories,
But they don't understand,
You cannot kiss a memory's face,
Or hold a memory's hand.

I want to send a message,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to live without.

So rest in peace dear angel,
And thanks for all you've done,
I pray that god has given you,
The crown you've truly won

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Clive Wilton July 8, 2009

Hey you Handsome, up there in paradise.
Missing you and seeing you, flash backs of your life
We think of you and yearn for you, although we know your free.
We try to imagine, how amazing your life must now be
Look out for us, keep us strong and lead us from all sorrow
for we have hope and live each day,knowing God gives us tomorrow.
We love you and want to tell you that we wish that you were here.
But if you were, it would all be wrong as God - He wanted you nearer.
Hugs and kisses from Curtis & Deedee. xx

Deedee McCollin (Family Friend) July 3, 2009

☆ ♥ 30TH JUNE. 2009. ☆ ♥

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LOVE JUDE. X X
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Jude Swaddle (Friend) June 30, 2009

As I look up to the skies above,
The stars stretch endlessly--
But somehow all those rays of light
Seem dimmer now to me.
As I watch the morning sun appear,
The shadows still don't fade—
As if the brightest light of all
Was somehow swept away.

Though I see the branches swaying,
And watch their dancing leaves--
The echoes carried on the wind
Don't sound the same to me.
As I listen to the morning birds
Sing softly from afar--
It seems to be a mournful tune
That echoes in my heart.

Another day has come again,
As time moves surely on--
But nothing now seems quite the same,
To know that he is gone.
The days and weeks and months ahead
Will never be the same--
Because a treasure beyond words
Can never be replaced.

The loss cannot be measured now,
The void cannot be filled--
And though someday the grief may fade,
His mark will live on still.
For even with my heavy heart,
I know that I've been blessed
To have been one who's life he touched
With warmth so infinite.

Sending my love as always.xxxx

for T.j's mum xx

We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.

It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.

This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.

I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.

The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.

It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.

And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.

It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.

I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!

Debbie Moore (GTS Friend) May 30, 2009
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